I ended up holding a tiny little cat between my arm and tummy to warm it the whole afternoon. Ah Ha, I’m more of an animal person than a normal one AGAIN.
Finally, I have to call my college tutor through skype rather than email her, that’s what stinks when you go for a distance learning project, you’ll always have communication problem!
In terms of communication, here’s something I have to make clear to sb, and, as I prefer to type it in English, someone has to help me to translate it in case he doesn’t understand. See, that’s the real problem, how can I be with someone without a certain English level beyond me?! NO WAY! Then, I’ll have to stop everytime when I want to speak something in English and think about how do I say it in Chinese, that would have driven me crazy you know. Plus, I’m not interested in that person AT ALL! Well, I have to confess that it is my bad actually but not entirely. First, I’m more of an abroad person like sb said in that case I’ll be facing some constant geographic problem. And second, I’m not ready and willing to start any relationship right now as I have to see with my own eyes how far I can go if I really try my level best. Third, and most importantly, it’s the former ones that spoiled me and kind of ruined my life! You know what, with that person, whose English name I’m still confusing now I can speak English whenever I want to since he’s a half native now and I guess no one can chanllenge him with vocabulary, AND he’s fine with Japanese as well, which makes it always so pleasant and enjoyable a moment when I talk, believe it or not, with that guy I can talk away the whole day and night! Besides, there’s another person, with whom, I can sit back in an armchair and enjoy the wacked talent show all day long, but no more comments there. SO, I should’ve known that technically, there’s no one who could be a better person than them! And from then on, I wouldn’t expect someon e better to show up any more, that’s pretty much for me and I shouldn’t expect any one to be good enough at the first place at all! I learnt my lesson, and you know what, I’ll tell what kind of person I really am.
Grumpy, wimpy, bossy, inconsiderate, immature, self-centered, capricious, wayward, unrestrained, wilful (sometimes), childish, foolish, careless, stubborn, hysteric, straight-forward but taciturn and squander sometimes (which is too bad!)…..
Hehe, I’m not joking, this is me!
Therefore, it’s not I want to get rid of someone, but rather, someone NEED to keep away from me!
Oh, and don’t try to trigger me I’m always in the mood! Recently, I find that I hate to be in public! Everyone seems to me as a fool and I don’t want them to see me in the same way…so another word, weird…
Right before I’m about to say it stinks! I finally got hold of some fancy hallowe’en costume which kind of cheers me up a bit. Everything in my family went down dramatically these days; I was trying to think of sth chinese to write, only to find that not much comes out; there’s sth called destiny though I hate to mention it…
Well, anyway, with that costume things might turned out not so bad as it looks.
So long, and good night~
KC
